heyy.. sorry i haven't updated in FOREVER
some things have changed, & my outlook has changed.
i figured some stuff out & i think i'm better off because of it
so here's a bunch of quotes... the ones i wrote myself
i'd appreciate credit for.. otherwise comment & subscribe
THANKS<3

seen that ray of light
& it's shining on my destiny
shining all the time
& I won't be afraid
to follow everywhere it's taking me
all I know is yesterday is gone
& right now I belong
to this moment to my dreams

but my god it's so beautiful
when that boy smiles..

i thought i loved you,
it was just how you looked in the light.

the following are by me...credit..

she doesn't think she's amazing,
she just doesn't want to fail people
the way that they've failed her.

you need to learn
to take yourself out of the moment
step back & see the big picture.
learn to realize that it's just a day,
just 24 consecutive hours
& tomorrow you get a whole new start.
24 hours to make or break.

life has this way of sweeping you up
& whisking you away
through starry heavens
& dragging you through the dirt,
& just when you're on your last hope
it sets you down again, unharmed
right where you began.

it's that metallic taste,
the way the air hangs heavy
just before the bomb drops.
that nervous excitement you get,
when you know everything is about to change
but you're not sure how.

sometimes you have to stop holding on so tight,
just throw caution to the wind
& let the chips fall where they may.

for the first time
in a long time
i just smiled.

he's a tangled mess,
just when i'm finding my way up again
but that boy takes the breath right out of me.

so there's this boy
& he's being just about as stupid as itunes is being right now
but he says the most adorable things
that the second i start being reasonable
he makes me fall all over again
but i can't have him.
grr other than that,
thank you to the one person who commented <3
& the 2 who subscribed, my dial up is being slow
& when i check for names it doesn't "respond"
so just thank you... now to the quotes

to tell you the truth
i'm more afraid of growing up
than i am of dying young

i guess you were the smart one,
you got out while there was still time.
i stuck around a little longer
& i got left behind.

it's like God himself is standing there
screaming in my face
tell me the direction my life should go
and i can see him, but i'm deaf
so i don't know what he's saying
& i can't read lips.

if you're afraid to let go
just remember:
you can't fly unless there's
nothing
holding you down.

For being “all grown up”
you’ve got some growing up to do.
You better stop running,
before there’s nothing left to lose.

those were by me & here's some random stuff
(i don't remember where i found it all =S)

said i hate you
but i'd never change a thing
honorable mention;;fob

let me just hold you closely.
how did things get so bad?
this is such a pity;;weezer

i understand.
but I’m tired of understanding.
all i do is understand.

On the outside, you know you're not
the same innocent little girl anymore.
You've been through too much lately.
But deep down, at your core,
there will always be a part of you
that rejects reality & is eternally hopeful.